happy birthday sweet.
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I’m just about to call you.
But I realize you must be in the middle of your laughs, in the middle of your happiness, around your boyfriend’s surprises.
I’m sorry no gift for you this year.
I’m sorry I couldn’t be the first sender of your birthday wishes.
But you may believe, my prayer today is for you.
For your success.
For your happiness.
For your best.
Happy birthday sweet.
Many happy returns.
I’m just about to call you.
But I realize you must be in the middle of your laughs, in the middle of your happiness, around your boyfriend’s surprises.
I’m sorry no gift for you this year.
I’m sorry I couldn’t be the first sender of your birthday wishes.
But you may believe, my prayer today is for you.
For your success.
For your happiness.
For your best.
Happy birthday sweet.
Many happy returns.
*wink*
Yesterday I sent a response on a dear friend’s note:
‘Being arrogant is good but too arrogant is absolutely big NO, being slutty is quite unacceptable but also sometimes okay. Yang pasti semuanya harus pas di kadarnya lah.. I believe kita punya kemampuan kok di diri kita untuk menilai sesuatu secara pas. Cuman kadang terbutakan sama ego dan keinginan yang menggebu. Itu yang bikin salah.’
And last night I was so ashamed when I read it again and after realizing I was being too arrogant. It is way too easy to tell. I kinda lost ‘the one’ again.
But hey, once again I’m just trying not to be too easy! *wink*
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Setiabudi, 2008
November 23, 01.00
‘Being arrogant is good but too arrogant is absolutely big NO, being slutty is quite unacceptable but also sometimes okay. Yang pasti semuanya harus pas di kadarnya lah.. I believe kita punya kemampuan kok di diri kita untuk menilai sesuatu secara pas. Cuman kadang terbutakan sama ego dan keinginan yang menggebu. Itu yang bikin salah.’
And last night I was so ashamed when I read it again and after realizing I was being too arrogant. It is way too easy to tell. I kinda lost ‘the one’ again.
But hey, once again I’m just trying not to be too easy! *wink*
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Setiabudi, 2008
November 23, 01.00
Labels: balada
We speak the same language, that’s what friends are for.
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A friend will trust others.
A friend will understand others.
A friend will support others.
A true friend will accept others.
If you are a true friend, be it.
When something came up and you are not comfortable with, just simply spell the words.
Make conversation. A true friend always gives permission on that.
We speak the same language, that’s what true friends are for.
Knowing nothing, being left and feeling un-trusted is the last thing you want to have from your friend.
Believe me, it hurt.
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My cold and empty room, 2008
November 17, 24.00
Labels: balada, tilik hatiku
No, I’m not okay mom.
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Another Sunday morning you called.
With the same question, ‘Are you okay there, my dear?’
And the same answer, ‘Off course, Mom. No need to worry.’
The truth is, I’m alone Mom, I’m not okay.
It might be I’m not okay because I’m alone,
or I’m alone because I’m not okay.
It doesn’t matter after all, I’m alone and not okay.
I need you, Mom.
But you don’t know how it’s hard to admit.
So, here I am.
Pretending I’m okay.
But I’m not okay, Mom.
And I’m alone.
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Social House, 2008.
November 16, 21.00
Labels: tilik hatiku
who am i ?
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires.
This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious.
This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist.
The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Labels: iseng, thoughtful words
seandainya kita tidak diperbolehkan lagi berkata kata..
Fortune candies
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Kalo pada umumnya orang pergi ke chinese resto yang ada fortune cookies-nya untuk dapetin wisdom words, gw selalu dapet wisdom words di penerbangan Garuda Indonesia. Dan entah kenapa kalimat yang gw dapet selalu kena di hati atau sesuai dengan keadaan. Dan itu jadi kayak sugesti dan ritual yang bikin gw deg-degan.
Wisdom words dan Garuda Indonesia? Apa hubungannya yah? Hehe..
Connecting link-nya ada di permen yg dibagiin sama pramugarinya sebelum take off. Kalo diperhatiin, ada di bagian belakang bungkusnya.
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6OCT GA245 SRG-CGK
'Kesuksesan adalah tahu bagaimana menggunakan waktu dengan baik'. Ini muncul dua kali. Sentilan banget buat last minute person kayak gw.
'Kesempatan selalu ada, hanya kita tidak tahu kapan datang'. Dan yang ini pas banget nih sama keadaan sekarang.. Gara2 gak langsung masukin waiting list taksi td waktu keluar gate, dapet antrian kelima deh.. Padahal tadi kosong! Trus coba tadi nggak coba-coba ngantri taksi lain pasti nggak kelewat antrian! Sigh..
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Antrian taksi Terminal 2
Bandara Soekarno Hatta
Ada satu lagi,
'Setiap hari adalah pengulangan kejadian, maka belajarlah dari hari kemarin'.
I will.
Kalo pada umumnya orang pergi ke chinese resto yang ada fortune cookies-nya untuk dapetin wisdom words, gw selalu dapet wisdom words di penerbangan Garuda Indonesia. Dan entah kenapa kalimat yang gw dapet selalu kena di hati atau sesuai dengan keadaan. Dan itu jadi kayak sugesti dan ritual yang bikin gw deg-degan.
Wisdom words dan Garuda Indonesia? Apa hubungannya yah? Hehe..
Connecting link-nya ada di permen yg dibagiin sama pramugarinya sebelum take off. Kalo diperhatiin, ada di bagian belakang bungkusnya.
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6OCT GA245 SRG-CGK
'Kesuksesan adalah tahu bagaimana menggunakan waktu dengan baik'. Ini muncul dua kali. Sentilan banget buat last minute person kayak gw.
'Kesempatan selalu ada, hanya kita tidak tahu kapan datang'. Dan yang ini pas banget nih sama keadaan sekarang.. Gara2 gak langsung masukin waiting list taksi td waktu keluar gate, dapet antrian kelima deh.. Padahal tadi kosong! Trus coba tadi nggak coba-coba ngantri taksi lain pasti nggak kelewat antrian! Sigh..
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Uploaded from my mobile device
Antrian taksi Terminal 2
Bandara Soekarno Hatta
Ada satu lagi,
'Setiap hari adalah pengulangan kejadian, maka belajarlah dari hari kemarin'.
I will.
Sigh..
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Jumped off the train and saw an old man waiting.. The same old man in past 25 years with hopeless face.
But this time he shared the romantic story, we were in the same place as in 25 years ago when his wife craving her favourite menu in the middle of the night. Probably it's not his wife craving, it's their son to be craving, it's me craving.
I could see love in his words. It shows his love. I know it.
Then (again) followed with another story, the same story ended up with hurt. Put me in the middle.
Love. Hurt. Love hurt.
Geez.. why?
Even today is The day.
The day to forgive the hurts.
The day to forget the hurts.
The day to start everything with empty plate.
There's always be new hurt.
Sigh.
Not that i don't love him though.
But having a big heart for him is just out of my league.
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From my mobile device.
FHG-9.
1 October 2008.
Jumped off the train and saw an old man waiting.. The same old man in past 25 years with hopeless face.
But this time he shared the romantic story, we were in the same place as in 25 years ago when his wife craving her favourite menu in the middle of the night. Probably it's not his wife craving, it's their son to be craving, it's me craving.
I could see love in his words. It shows his love. I know it.
Then (again) followed with another story, the same story ended up with hurt. Put me in the middle.
Love. Hurt. Love hurt.
Geez.. why?
Even today is The day.
The day to forgive the hurts.
The day to forget the hurts.
The day to start everything with empty plate.
There's always be new hurt.
Sigh.
Not that i don't love him though.
But having a big heart for him is just out of my league.
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From my mobile device.
FHG-9.
1 October 2008.
Balada kereta
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Seorang anak berlarian di stasiun, sepatunya putih.. baru. Celananya khaki cemerlang.. baru. Jaket kulitnya hitam legam.. kedodoran.. baru.
Seorang anak dengan baju baru nan gaya di sebuah stasiun 2 hari sebelum lebaran? Looks familiar.
It was me! Many years ago. Dengan perasaan berdebar, excited. Menunggu deretan pepohonan berlarian. Menunggu hamparan laut dengan ombaknya hampir menyentuh rel. Menunggu eyang putri dengan dasternya membuka pintu..
Rasanya seperti masuk ke lorong waktu. Entah ada apa dengan saya dan kereta api. I just love train. It just bring all memories back..
Membayangkan masa kecil jadi inget semalem. All the meetings with old friends plus perjalanan pulang dari kemang dengan soundtrack all childhood songs. We were laughing.. Happy! Bukti dari childhood is another story..
With all hapiness.. Love it!
Have you seen my childhood lately?
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Kereta Kamandanu Exa 7 - 3D
29 September 2008 17:49
Seorang anak berlarian di stasiun, sepatunya putih.. baru. Celananya khaki cemerlang.. baru. Jaket kulitnya hitam legam.. kedodoran.. baru.
Seorang anak dengan baju baru nan gaya di sebuah stasiun 2 hari sebelum lebaran? Looks familiar.
It was me! Many years ago. Dengan perasaan berdebar, excited. Menunggu deretan pepohonan berlarian. Menunggu hamparan laut dengan ombaknya hampir menyentuh rel. Menunggu eyang putri dengan dasternya membuka pintu..
Rasanya seperti masuk ke lorong waktu. Entah ada apa dengan saya dan kereta api. I just love train. It just bring all memories back..
Membayangkan masa kecil jadi inget semalem. All the meetings with old friends plus perjalanan pulang dari kemang dengan soundtrack all childhood songs. We were laughing.. Happy! Bukti dari childhood is another story..
With all hapiness.. Love it!
Have you seen my childhood lately?
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Uploaded from my mobile device.
Kereta Kamandanu Exa 7 - 3D
29 September 2008 17:49
Labels: laporan pandangan mata, tilik hatiku
Addicted!
Affection
‘Fantasy’ real life DVD series
Zara and TOPMAN
Senayan City
‘Fantasy’ real life DVD series
Zara and TOPMAN
Senayan City
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Labels: iseng
Amnesia kills.
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Sebel yah kalo sesuatu udah di plan tapi setelah mau dijalankan ternyata semua detail ‘dilupakan’ dan terlebih lagi ‘dipertanyakan’ apakah plan tersebut pernah di buat.
