‘Being arrogant is good but too arrogant is absolutely big NO, being slutty is quite unacceptable but also sometimes okay. Yang pasti semuanya harus pas di kadarnya lah.. I believe kita punya kemampuan kok di diri kita untuk menilai sesuatu secara pas. Cuman kadang terbutakan sama ego dan keinginan yang menggebu. Itu yang bikin salah.’
And last night I was so ashamed when I read it again and after realizing I was being too arrogant. It is way too easy to tell. I kinda lost ‘the one’ again.
But hey, once again I’m just trying not to be too easy! *wink*
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Setiabudi, 2008
November 23, 01.00
Labels: balada
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A friend will trust others.
A friend will understand others.
A friend will support others.
A true friend will accept others.
If you are a true friend, be it.
When something came up and you are not comfortable with, just simply spell the words.
Make conversation. A true friend always gives permission on that.
We speak the same language, that’s what true friends are for.
Knowing nothing, being left and feeling un-trusted is the last thing you want to have from your friend.
Believe me, it hurt.
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My cold and empty room, 2008
November 17, 24.00
Labels: balada, tilik hatiku
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Another Sunday morning you called.
With the same question, ‘Are you okay there, my dear?’
And the same answer, ‘Off course, Mom. No need to worry.’
The truth is, I’m alone Mom, I’m not okay.
It might be I’m not okay because I’m alone,
or I’m alone because I’m not okay.
It doesn’t matter after all, I’m alone and not okay.
I need you, Mom.
But you don’t know how it’s hard to admit.
So, here I am.
Pretending I’m okay.
But I’m not okay, Mom.
And I’m alone.
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Social House, 2008.
November 16, 21.00
Labels: tilik hatiku
You are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires.
This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious.
This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist.
The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
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Labels: iseng, thoughtful words
